Helpless and Hopeless

I guess for those who know me that this will come as no real surprise. I like women. A lot.

I'm not talking about sex and boobs. Although that is what everyone seems to know me for. Its far to easy to make a sex or boob joke and run down the list of comedies that would follow. Perhaps its is nothing more than jestures of fun, but for me they never end that way. I can honestly say true romance eludes me. I was close with Allura. She and I had some great and wonderful times. But it ended the way they all do.

I guess I'm hopeless. I enjoy making people smile and watching them have fun. But nothing hurts more then when you try to do what you think is right and people throw it back at you. I can't help it though. Making people happy is far greater than my happiness; it always has been.

I know I frustrate a lot of people when they want to help me. But trust me titty bars and pornography is no replacement for romance and true love. As much as I joke about the former, the latter is what matters most to me. I've done some stupid things in my time trying to get there. I'll continue to do even more stupid things. Love makes you stupid at times. But nothing can replace how it feels when its true.

True love is hard to find. And those of you who find it, should cherish it. I know I do.